Worst Behaviour in my life

This is one of the day which i never wanted to remember in my entire life. As we started to play the shuttle with our friends on Kalaingar park. There were many small boys have joined to play with us. initially, when we started the game i thought it doesn't affect our game. but slowly the participation of the members have got increased, at one point it went more then the strength of our friends. then, we have changed the game like a tournament. so whoever is not performing in the initial stage have to go out of the tournament and they can get the chance only after the tournament finishes. In that i was the one who got eliminated from the tournament and i had wait for more than a hour to get the next game. that's it. I got frustrated because i was the one who had iniated the game to play with our friends. since increased number of people i didn't get the chance to play enough games. then, i exploded myself and shouted like, "i don't want to continue play here, i am the one who iniated to play the game here, if i am not getting the game to play why i shoud stay here i will go out" meantime, senthil said, Madhan what you are doing is wrong stay here. "I replied, everyday one new person will come and without any contribution they will play the game till the end, do you want me to accept that; i have initiated this to play with our friends not with others.after i shouted all other small boys have left from that place and i was really upset. Then i said sorry to Sekar Anna, since he is the one have affection withthem. Then i sat for few minutes and didn't know why i was behaved like that. Then everyone came and compromised me to forget that but till next day i was not able to forget. I don't think in my life i ever behaved like this in front of that many persons.