Shri Rangam Visit

After had a good prayer in Velankanni and Nagoor, myfamily and myself dicided to visit the Srirangam town.from nagoor at morning 6.30 we took the bus to trichy. we travled for 4hours to reach trichy. myself i had good sleep while travelling.

after we reached, My mother said, she wants to visit SAMAYAPURAM AMMAN KOvIL. which is near from Srirangam Temple, so we dicided to go there and took another bus to reach that temple.after 45mins of travel we reached there. it was like a small village.It is typical amman temple which village people would like to visit most. Myself i had a bad memory there, it was a fight between me and one of the temple person for not behaving properly.because of that incident i couldn't concentrate on my prayer. anyway my mother fulfiled her long time wish to visit the temple.After we came out from temple, we were hungry. so we dicided to have a lunch from nearby hotel. Myself i choosed one hotel and had my lunch. meantime, myfamily members were
joined except my father. after i had finished my lunch. there was one more incident happened.Actually its because of My Mothers innocence.They have choosen one table to sit to have food.in that place where was one yellow color which kept by someone.she thought it belongs to ours and gave it to my father. after receiving that my father was standing outside. after sometime one lady came and asked about the bag, my mother and brother have said, they didn't see anything.After they searched for few minutues they went out. Afte we all cameout from hotel, i saw my father was keeping 2bags with him. then i asked he said, it was given by my mother.then i asked my mother, we supposed to have only one bag, how you have 2 bags with you.She
said, didn't know about it. then i realised that bag belongs to those persons' who were searching for the bag. then myself and brothers have pulled the bag from my father and gave it to the hotel owner. while giving i saw there was a purse in that
bag. I really got angry with my mother. the person who missed that bag, how they would have felt. myself and my brother have shouted my mother on the bus stop. because of her innocence,others got affect.

After this bitter incident we started to visit the THIRUVANAI KAVAL Temple which is on the way to SHRI RANGAM TEMPLE. After 30min of travel we reached that temple. It is a SHIVAN TEMPLE. it was my pleasure to visit that temple.before entering inside the temple, i thought it would have built like normal temple as i have seen in my life. but i was amazed when i entered inside. i never seen such a kind of temple in my life. I suppose, it would have been built atleast 1000 years before.the sculptures designs are too good to explain after seeing all this we went inside to see the JALAGANDESHWAR, which is one of the avatar of lord shiva. The basic concept of this temple, Lord Shiva represent himself by means of water.Its constructured such a that if kauveri river flows in trichy the Deity of the temple would be filled with water. amazing!

After we cameout dicided to visit the SHRI RANGAM.The place of Ranganathar,the shrine of deity is in reclining posture (facing the South).when we entered inside we saw long queue, myself i thought, it would be diffcult to get the darshan.however appu said, we could make it to get the darshan. then we all stood on the queue at around 8 o clock we saw the darshan of PERUMAL and had good prayer. started to reach the railway station to get the train.i got the unresearved ticket to chennai. the booking person said, from 9 to 11.30 there would be 3 trains you could choose anyone as your comfort. unfortunately none of train had place for ours. it was fully crowded and we canceled the ticket and decided to go by bus. We thought, could get seats if we travel from trichy bus stand. But it was worster than what we thought. we were trying to get the bus till 1.00 O clock. since we didn't find anything, my mother and appu have dicided to sleep on the bus stop itself. myfather,vinoth and myself were looking after our things. since it was heavy crowded, we feared anything could happen in anytime. till 4.30 we didn't get any bus. so we dicided to go by vilupuram route. we got the seats to sit ourselves after 4 hours of training we reached there. from there we took pandicherry bus which we traveled for 45 minutes. at around 9.30 we got bus from pandicherry to chennai. it was about 4 hrs of travel to reach chennai. finally we reached the chennai atound 1 o clock.

It was a unforgottable trip wherein we had all the good and bad things. Especially myself i had visited many temples this year.But this is special trip after THIRUVANNAMALAI in this year.because i had chance to pray the god in all the forms and religions.also i hope, would visit Thirupathi before the end of this year.

Fight with Appu on 15-06-2008

After a few weeks gap i went to play match. on the eve i said to sekar "i wish to come for tommorrow's match, so i got up at around 7.00 o clock then dressed up myself and went to saidapet ground along with appu and vinoth. It's been a few week after a long time i went to saidapet ground. and had a talk with few of my friends. though i had decided not to go for matches on that day i felt like to continue for play cricket. match has started at around 7.45am opponent team has won the toss and dicided to bat first. i went to field sweeper position since it was a long time, i was thinking whether i could able to field well. meantime batsman was hitting the ball towards me, i fielded the ball and thrown the ball towars dharani. after that i didn't see any ball coming towards to me. simply i was watching the proceeding from my position. few minutes later batsman hit the ball in the air it went near the sky. i thought of try to catch the ball, as soon as i saw sekar and makesh have judging the ball. i stopped my self try for the catch, but i went near to them if incase they drop i could hold the catch. fortunately whati thought was happend. they did drop the catch and before the ball fell into the ground i caught the ball. all the fielders came towards me. and appriciated for my effort. i was embraced and went to my original fielding position.after there innings completed. sekar sent the opening batsman to play, appu and raman went to open the innings on 5th ball of first over Raman gave is wicket. it was a good sportsmanship by raman. on the field nobody was thinking he was out, but he himself came out before umpaire gave him out. after him i went and scored 1 run . as usual by the same low bounce delivery i got bold and came out of creace with frustration. finally we lost the match and came back to 1st street. there senthil had planned to go for swimming pool, i was not keen to go for swimming pool, especially sekar said, around 25 people would go to the swimming pool. after convinced by sasi and senthil i accepted to go for swimming pool. exactly at 11.30 we entered into the swimming pool and started to swim on the pool. compared to last time i tried few things to learn swim it came out well for me. may be next time i feel i would be able to swim better than this. after had a good time in the swimming pool we came out at 11.45 pm. while coming back to our home myself and senthil had juice.

After this i came to my home myself and appu started to play ps2 game. first game i won and started to play 2nd game. when we were playing appu scolded me 2 to 3 times, patiently i was accepting all his words after some point time i lost my patience and switched off the ps2. then he came hard to hit me. i didn't expect this from him. he was trying to slap and hit me. i got pissed off and blasted myself i wont tolerate, if anyone try to dominate me especially if the person younger than me. i never accept that. myself i also went hard i got angry like crush him. my mother,brother and ruban have tried to stop me. if i had catched, i would have hurt him like anything. though it was my mistake to switch of the PS2, he only iniated the problem and provoked me to behave like it. after sometime i calmed myself and was thinking i shoudn't have behaved like this. and dicided not to play PS2 atleast for another 3 months. lets see how i am able to resist myself to play the game.