After a few weeks gap i went to play match. on the eve i said to sekar "i wish to come for tommorrow's match, so i got up at around 7.00 o clock then dressed up myself and went to saidapet ground along with appu and vinoth. It's been a few week after a long time i went to saidapet ground. and had a talk with few of my friends. though i had decided not to go for matches on that day i felt like to continue for play cricket. match has started at around 7.45am opponent team has won the toss and dicided to bat first. i went to field sweeper position since it was a long time, i was thinking whether i could able to field well. meantime batsman was hitting the ball towards me, i fielded the ball and thrown the ball towars dharani. after that i didn't see any ball coming towards to me. simply i was watching the proceeding from my position. few minutes later batsman hit the ball in the air it went near the sky. i thought of try to catch the ball, as soon as i saw sekar and makesh have judging the ball. i stopped my self try for the catch, but i went near to them if incase they drop i could hold the catch. fortunately whati thought was happend. they did drop the catch and before the ball fell into the ground i caught the ball. all the fielders came towards me. and appriciated for my effort. i was embraced and went to my original fielding position.after there innings completed. sekar sent the opening batsman to play, appu and raman went to open the innings on 5th ball of first over Raman gave is wicket. it was a good sportsmanship by raman. on the field nobody was thinking he was out, but he himself came out before umpaire gave him out. after him i went and scored 1 run . as usual by the same low bounce delivery i got bold and came out of creace with frustration. finally we lost the match and came back to 1st street. there senthil had planned to go for swimming pool, i was not keen to go for swimming pool, especially sekar said, around 25 people would go to the swimming pool. after convinced by sasi and senthil i accepted to go for swimming pool. exactly at 11.30 we entered into the swimming pool and started to swim on the pool. compared to last time i tried few things to learn swim it came out well for me. may be next time i feel i would be able to swim better than this. after had a good time in the swimming pool we came out at 11.45 pm. while coming back to our home myself and senthil had juice.
After this i came to my home myself and appu started to play ps2 game. first game i won and started to play 2nd game. when we were playing appu scolded me 2 to 3 times, patiently i was accepting all his words after some point time i lost my patience and switched off the ps2. then he came hard to hit me. i didn't expect this from him. he was trying to slap and hit me. i got pissed off and blasted myself i wont tolerate, if anyone try to dominate me especially if the person younger than me. i never accept that. myself i also went hard i got angry like crush him. my mother,brother and ruban have tried to stop me. if i had catched, i would have hurt him like anything. though it was my mistake to switch of the PS2, he only iniated the problem and provoked me to behave like it. after sometime i calmed myself and was thinking i shoudn't have behaved like this. and dicided not to play PS2 atleast for another 3 months. lets see how i am able to resist myself to play the game.
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